I'm writing for Five Minute Friday, and today's prompt word is WHILE.
So many times over the last 18 months, I've had to wait on the Lord for something - for healing, for counsel, for new understanding, for release from whatever is weighing me down, for answers, for a way forward.
That waiting can be really hard because I'm often in pain (from Him exposing some kind of wound) and because I don't understand what exactly is wrong. Sometimes, it's because I can see something clearly for the first time and I can't fix it! It's often a place of frustration, pain, shame and fear.
Like a patient waiting on a surgical table for the surgeon to come, I've had to get quiet in the waiting, and just believe that this Surgeon knows what He's doing and that any delay is merely His perfect timing.
And what else can you do while you're waiting, but praise Him, worship Him, thank Him that He's faithful, and declare to yourself His promises?
Often, while I'm waiting, I'll head to the river, often early in the morning, to remind myself that He is Almighty God, Elohim, and as surely as the sun rises, He will come through for me.
While I wait on You
to fix,
to heal,
to restore Shalom,
to bring me
through this valley,
I will wait with hope,
with faith,
with expectation
of Your goodness
While I wait for answers,
I will dig into Your wisdom,
Your character,
Your faithfulness,
Your promises,
Your rest,
Your grace,
Your mercy
While I wait on You,
for You,
I will trust,
I will rest,
I will listen,
I will obey,
I will get quiet
and feed on Your faithfulness
While I wait
for my answers,
I will serve,
I will love,
I will encourage,
I will give,
I will share
of Your faithfulness
And while I wait,
You work,
You reveal,
You lead,
You comfort,
You counsel,
You heal,
You restore
I literally listened to that song last night as I was in the midst of a breakthrough. Wow! Chills! Thanks for sharing and I pray that during this period of "while" that you find growth and strength.
ReplyDeleteSeems like the Lord is doing similar work in our lives, Lauren. I'm so glad you got a breakthrough. Thanks for your encouragement.
DeleteThis is a powerful post. I appreciate the scripture, music, and words above. I like your take on WHILE. I, too, find such mercy in the Word and in songs. I pray you have a wonderful weekend . Jennifer, FMF
ReplyDeleteThanks for your encouragement, Jennifer. God speaks to me deeply through songs. Thanks for stopping by.
DeleteI'm waiting for the healing
ReplyDeletethrough the blood-red rain,
waiting and still feeling
the dark nadir of pain.
I'm waiting for the sunrise,
for surely dawn must come!
I'm waiting with uplifted eyes
while sitting on my bum,
for sitting is all I can do;
the options now are spent,
and Lord, it is all up to You,
if it be Your intent
that I I walk as I did then
once more in the world of Men.
I'm sorry it's so hard, Andrew. I pray you find a richness and comfort in His presence that only comes in the suffering.
DeleteWhat a beautiful testimony of God's faithfulness while we wait upon Him to be Who He is and to do only what He can do. May the Lord continue to give you grace as you walk through this season of healing, Kath. And thanks for sharing the picture of your river; it looks like an awesome place! ~Lisa, FMF #9
ReplyDeleteThanks for your encouragement, Lisa. I'm learning to wait well.
DeleteWonderful post! I think life is always a life full of waiting. And if we wait on the Lord our strength is renewed as we serve Him faithfully. And oh the blessings we receive while waiting on Him. Thanks for sharing. Visiting from FMF
ReplyDeleteYes, there are blessings to be had in the waiting. Thanks for your encouragement, Ellen.
DeleteYes, waiting is not a passive experience! Love that while we wait, we press in with expectation and trust. Blessings from FMF #20!
ReplyDeleteWaiting is definitely not passive. We have to wait with expectation of His goodness. Thanks for your encouragement, Nicci.
DeleteKath, praying for the Lord to be with you and give you the ability to wait and wait on Him. Wait is my one word 2022 and this post was an encouragement to me. The song was beautiful so thank you for sharing that as well!
ReplyDeleteWe had 'great expectations ' as our God given theme one year, and it ended well but it was a steep learning curve in waiting well. Thanks for your encouragement, Joanne.
DeleteEncouraging post, Kath. Thanks for sharing this testimony.
ReplyDeleteLove the song too. I had never heard it before, but I've just downloaded it. So thanks for sharing that as well.
God speaks to me powerfully through song, so I like to share them with each post. I'm glad it blessed you, Sandra. Thanks for your continued encouragement.
DeleteThank you Kath for your honest and moving post. I love how your poem includes not just our waiting, but how God is working while we wait. #11
ReplyDeleteThanks so much, Dawn. I'm learning that God is always working under the surface, and beyond what I can see or feel. Thanks for stopping by.
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